Day 6

I don't like mondays....

It almost a week after I’ve started the treatment and the side effects I have observed and experienced were nothing in comparison to the effects that were mentioned by my doctor and also are described on the leaflets in the packaging of the pills. I can only guess that I am one of the lucky ones and that my body is appreciating the help it is now getting from the medication.

I would be lying if i said that there is no side effects whatsoever, but the scale and the symptoms i am experiencing can only be categorized as ‘mild’. Apart of the slight dizziness during the night i have also noticed that i have difficulties to focus my thoughts in the mornings. Today at work I became so frustrated that I had to leave the office for 5 minutes and get out on fresh air. I had few small task to do and I was trying to finish them all at the same time. It was bizarre feeling, in my head I was already processing the next task or even two tasks and in reality I was in the middle of completing something else. But then again... it’s Monday and don’t we all feel sometimes like Brenda Ann Spencer, wanting to shoot somebody ? No ? Is it just me ? (Sorry, very bad joke !)

I will put some music on, sit down in my chair and try to relax......

Hey now, take your pills and

Hey now, make your breakfast

Hey now, comb your hair and off to work

Crash land, no illusions, no collision, no intrusion

My imagination runs away

I know, I know, I know what I am chasing

I know, I know, I know that this is CHANGING ME

I am flying on a star into a meteor tonight

I am flying on a star, star, star

I will make it through the day

And then the day becomes the night

I will make it through the night

Hey now, take the U-Bahn, five stops, change the station

Hey now, don't forget that change will save you

Hey now, count a thousand-million people, that's astounding

Chasing through the city with their stars on bright

I know, I know, I know what I am chasing

I know, I know, I know that this is changing me

I am flying on a star into a meteor tonight

I am flying on a star, star, star

I will make it through the day

And then the day becomes the night

I will make it through the night

I don't mind repeating, I am not complete

I have never been the gifted type

Hey, man, tell me something, are you off to somewhere?

Do you want to go with me tonight?

I know, I know, I know that this is changing

We walk the streets to feel the ground I'm chasing: ÜBerlin

I am flying on a star into a meteor tonight

I am flying on a star, star, star

I will make it through the day

And then the day and then the day becomes the night

I will make it through the night